REALITY HAS FINALLY SET IN

After the first month of me being without him reality finally set in that this was really happening to us. and that no matter what is happening in others lifes ours would be changed forever, all over the fact that someone sent him naked pictures of a (girl) woman and he looked at them and forwarded them on to someone else.  yes the internet can be a wonderful thing, but it can also change your life forever.
But there is a big ray of hope in our future also  we decided before he went to prison that we wanted to spend the rest of our lifes together once he is free so we got engaged two days before Christmas of 2010 and we went thru all the channels of the prison system to file the appropriate paperwork. when we got all the paperwork finished we were told the weddings are held in January, April, July and October so we had the paperwork all finished in time for the July ceremony's but was told the paperwork did not get to them in time to make the July wedding, the rule book says the paperwork has to be done one month prior to the end of the quarter before the wedding, our paperwork was done and turned in in May of 2011 for the July wedding so i made a  trip down there to see him thinking we would be married while i was there but that did not happen so we checked on all the paperwork to make sure it was all still together and in place for the October wedding ceremony  and was told it was, so again i made the trip from Michigan to North Carolina to see him and again planning on getting married while i was there and after i was there for two days was again told we did not make the list our paperwork did not get to the proper people in time to make the list for the wedding. and as of right now we have now been told that we are on the top of the list to be married January 4th of 2012  and that just happens to also be my 50th birthday. So along with all the bad there is a ray of hope for happiness for us also.  Since he was incarcerated  we( I ) went house shopping and found us a really nice house to make into a home for us, once he is back here where he belongs, and now we will be happily married in January if all goes as planned, but with all plans something still has the potential to go wrong. January is still a few months away and plenty of time for things to change.
He is the man of my dreams and i plan to get married and have a very happy marriage with him thru good and bad and right now we are going thru all the bad and the good times are yet to come.