As of the last post i left off with our wedding day would be January 4, 2012 well once again the prison has decided to change the date. they decided that the 4th of January is too close to the holidays so they said the new date is January 11, 2012 but that i bet wont be the final date either since this is now the 4th time they have changed it since July when we first decided to be married in the prison.
Our lives have been in a constant turmoil since he got to the prison with all the changes we have been thru together and all the changes they(the prison) makes on a daily basis. and then you also have to factor into all the changes that are constantly going on here at home also. trying to blend his household of things into my household of things and then move it all to the new house in a few weeks. And that is another thing that sucks is the fact i am left here to move everything from the old house to the new house, and try to figure out if i am putting things where he will want them when he gets home and if i am decorating the house to his satisfaction also. and then of course you have the holidays that are quickly approching, and me and my son will be in our new house hopefully by then and we will be trying to celebrate them without the one we both love being with us. this is the first christmas without him and it will probably be the hardest ever. there is one good thing about it though and that is we are nearing a year apart already and that means just 4 more to go which still seems like a lifetime from now but it is better then 5 years to go that is 4 years left with good time taken off already. now we just have to hope and pray that nothing happens there to make him lose that good time. I will be starting soon to explain the day to day pain I go thru without him here but that is for another blog day.
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