let me start with when it was time for him to report to prison in North Carolina i was working full time when i ask my boss for the time off to take him down there i was denied the time off even though i had two weeks vacation time coming to me. so he quickly informed me that i was going to quit my job and go with him to report to the prison and that was the end of my job. he had the money to allow me to live ok without a job.
we left here three days early so we had a few days to enjoy our last times alone together for 5.5 years the day came way to quickly for him to report and for me to see him walk away with the guard and me to head back to Michigan leaving him there and coming back home was absolutely the hardest thing i have ever had to do in my life. i finally met the man of my dreams (after two failed marriages with years of abuse) he is the kindest most gentle man i have ever met in my life. so anyway i was coming home to a home that just no longer felt like a home just a empty house to go along with my even emptier heart. i left my heart in that prison with him in North Carolina. yes i had my son to come home too and he has been my lifesaver in most ways. he makes it so i am not alone, but my heart will never be full again until my man comes out of that prison and home to me. just so it is clear what happened in the first place i will let you all know what he did to be put there in the first place. he was on yahoo on the computer and was talking with a guy and the guy sent him three pictures of a naked (girl) woman he looked at the pictures as most men or even ladies would do and he sent them to a friend to see also well when he sent the pictures the F.B.I came a year later and took his computer and said he was distributing child porn, the girl/woman in the pictures was only 16 well these days who can tell a 16 year old from a 18 year old. I for one would not be able too. but he had been in the same job for almost 30 years and married to the same woman for 41 years. and the judge took all that away from him as an example to others. by sending him to a federal prison for 5.5 years he was held here for 6 months with a ankle bracelet on and now we have learned that all that time does not come off his sentence the federal prison does not recognize local punishment so that time under house arrest does not count for any part of the 5.5 year sentence. ( in my opinion that is not fair either) but we have to go on and put that in the past also. well back to the story now the first few days i was walking around numb like i was in a really bad dream and i would wake up and this would all go away and he would still be with me. i soon learned that it was not and reality sunk in, i was here and he was there and over 600 miles and a lot of fence and barbed wire was between us.
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