ONE HOLIDAY IS OVER

Ok  one holiday is over and i did survive the Thanksgiving dinner without my man with me,  he was there with me in my heart and he was able to call just as dinner was starting  so that did help but it also hurt to know he was over 600 miles away having dinner alone while i was sitting there with my entire family. the one thing that helped get me though the day was just knowing that on January 11th I will be there with him for one hour and during that hour we will be married.  so getting thru Christmas is not going to be that hard because our wedding will be even closer and the excitement of that day will get me thru being without him on Christmas day.  but to be without him on any day is hard and the holidays are even harder like i said earlier just to know i am with family and he is there alone.  he is not allowed to receive packages so he will not get to have any type of Christmas gifts from home or anything like that  no holiday cookies or pies or anything no decorations that we all get to enjoy.  and for Thanksgiving he did have the option of having turkey that was undercooked just like the chicken they serve several times a week  all undercooked  so his dinner was not enjoyable at all and i felt so guilty that our family dinner turned out to be a perfect meal with every member of my family at the table ( except him) to me the most important one was missing and he will be missing every holiday until Thanksgiving 2015  that is when he will be home with us  three days before Thanksgiving in the year 2015 and like i said in the beginning all because he looked at 3 pictures of a naked woman that turned out to be a 16 year old girl  nowadays who can tell a 16 year old from an 18 year old   not that 18 to me is ok either   but by law 18 is legal   i totally believe it was a set up from the beginning and he fell for it  but that is in the past now and we are left to deal with the punishment.  but yet someone like Micheal Jackson's doctor can be found guilty of murdering him and get 4 years in state prison  and then they say state prison is full so he is going to the local jail for 2 years oh wait that is full too so now he is getting a leg monitor on his leg and home confinement for 6 months and then he is free   so the moral of my story is  dont look at porn just kill a rock star  you get less time in prison for it.